good news for a change

So I will be going home saturday as long as things don't change. And tonight I will start the process of applying for the MyCAA grant to start training to be a pharmacy tech, takes 12 months to complete and it's all done online so I wont need daycare. And in the next few months I'll be getting training for photography so I cam start my own business and will be saving the money up for daycare once my schooling is complete. Today has been a great day, I'm so thankful to have such wonderful opportunities in my life right now. I've always dreamed of being a photography and working in the medical career and if I get to do both at the same time that would be the best career ever :)

stress

So lately I've been having a hard time dealing with all the stress in my life. We have absolutely no money thanks to all of our bills, I'm depressed about my weight and about not seeing my family as much as I'm used to, and lately my daughter has turned into a huge brat never listening and being super whiney. And my husband isn't helping matters when it comes to her, he's sometimes mean to her after he has a stressful day, which I understand that he's stressed from work, but my philosophy is that any drama from work should be left at the door. That's how I have always been, he just can't seem to do it. It seems like all of my problems keep building up to the point that all I can do is cry, while I know things will get better for the moment that's all I can do to feel better. I was feeling a lot better when I decided that I was going home for a visit, until we started having trouble finding a flight. If I would have been able to find a ride to the airport then I couldve gone home today. Now unless I can get a flight Saturday I may not be going at all. I guess I just need to keep my head up and believe that God will help us through all of our struggles.

its been awhile

Yeah so its been forever since I posted on here, so much has happened. My little girl is a year and a half old now. My husband and I almost got divorced, long story and now the three of us our living in Colorado. Ok...so the divorce issue. We had decided while he was still deployed that a divorce was best for all of us because we just could not get along. But when he came home from deployment he lived at my apartment with us so he could get to know our daughter Emily. After being together so much we remembered why we were in love, so we talked and decided to stay together and move to his next duty station in Colorado. Everything is going great, yes we still have little fights but nothing major and seriously who doesn't. The in-law drama is of course still happening, but now he sees that they really are the problem. Because sadly they never even talk to him. I feel bad for him but there's nothing I can do about it, he needs to fix his family problems himself. My little girl is growing like a weed, it's kinda sad but exciting at the same time. I'm just glad my husband is here to see her growing up. That's all for now... Love, Kayla