In law drama

This week seems to be just dragging by, and fighting with the hubby only makes it worse.  He seems to get pissed about every little thing.  Its getting so old, i dont know what to do anymore im just really fed up with how he treats me.  He makes me feel like i cant ever do anything right.  Im sure thats not how he means it but thats how it comes off to me.  And the way his family is to me doesnt help our problems one bit.  I mean if they want to hate me whatever theres nothing i can do about that now, its already been two years and they havent and wont change. But to not want anything to do with my daughter thats where I get pissed off, she has nothing to do with the petty issues they have with me.  They will have nothing to do with her because that will require seeing me and thats not an option apparently.  But yet they are all for bitching to my husband about me not letting them see my daughter, even though ive told them all they have to do is call me, but will they no of course not.  Ugh maybe im just getting too worked up over this but i cant help it. 

Life is crazy pretty baby take it real slow

So my life as the song says is crazy, for those of you who have no clue what I'm talking about, Colbie Caillat look her up.  But anyways seems like every time i have a good day, i have to have two or three bad days follow it.  Seems a little unfair to me like my life is unbalanced, maybe I'm just being a whiner but i cant help it.  I would love for things to just go smoothly for the last few months until my husband comes home.  Wont happen, seems like him coming home only stresses me out more i have no clue what will happen and i don't like that. 


It seems like everything i do is wrong in my husbands eyes.  I was living for months without living room furniture because my husband said he wanted me to wait til he comes home to pick it out together.  Doesnt seem right to me, to make his wife and daughter live without when we have the money to get it.  So i of course went and got furniture the other day, which pissed him off.  And yes i know it was wrong to do that without saying anything, but i know he wouldve just said no.  But the way he treated me after me telling him that i bought it, was unforgivable so many horrible things were said.  We havent talked since then, not sure if we will, i dont know what to do.....